Dr Siri Paiboun 07; Love Songs from a Shallow Grave by Colin Cotterill

Author:Colin Cotterill [Cotterill, C.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: [2010.10.15]
Publisher: [Côte d’Azur]
Published: 2010-01-01T05:00:00+00:00

∨ Love Songs from a Shallow Grave ∧

12

Four Monks at a Funeral

Sometimes, torture can be just the threat of torture, the promise of misery. The imagination can scroll through a menu of horrors more awful than anything a half-witted interrogator might come up with. There are those so petrified by what their own minds have envisaged that they’re shouting their confessions even before the torturer comes for them. It’s only just occurred to me what a weapon my own mind can be against me. My own gun pointed at my own temple. I am light-headed and weak already, certainly not thinking clearly. I can see, but cannot feel the bruises nor taste the blood but I know my right wrist is broken.

They took me to a room and removed my blindfold. The smiley man and the heavy monk were there. There was a pervading stench of bitter blood and disinfectant. They chained me to an armchair without a cushion, sat me on the bare springs that cut into the backs of my thighs. It’s comical to think about it but those damned springs could nip like angry crabs. The torturers ignored me. They left me sitting and went about their business. Their business was a young girl, no older than fifteen. What kind of subversive could she have been? When they’d finished with her she was as good as dead. I had my eyes closed for the whole ordeal but my ears told me everything.

Then it was quiet and the heavy monk pulled up a school seat and sat on it. He looked ridiculous, like an elephant in a baby’s chair. He was wearing black pyjamas that fitted him now. The charade was over. He flipped down the wooden writing arm that rested on his fat thigh.

“This,” he said, “is your life. After you hear, you will indicate that you understand what it say and you will sign. You will sign today, or you will sign after the bones in your foot are broke one after one. Or you will sign the next day after we take out your eye. But some time you will sign. Better for us all to sign now.”

My only thought then was that if this man were truly to put on saffron robes, they would sizzle against his skin and catch fire. I grew up with monks. I know there’s more to being a monk than cutting off your hair and eyebrows. There’s deportment, manners, and a way of speaking that come from truly understanding the dharma. They’re not learned but acquired and the heavy monk had none of these traits. But I’d tested him anyway, just to be certain. I told him a story about the seven monks who chanted in front of my mother’s funeral pyre. He saw nothing wrong with the tale even though I pushed him on it. Any true monk would know that four monks have to chant in front of the pyre.I hadn’t bothered with any other tests.

“My name is Siri Paiboun,” the fake monk read aloud.

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